Have You Ever...

Believed and yet doubted? Had faith and yet didn't trust? Knew all the right things to say, think, and do AND yet you say the wrong things, think the wrong thoughts, and believe on the wrong things? I know WHOSE I am and I KNOW who I am, so why am I in such despair? Why is my spirit in such turmoil? When will I get to a point where I know that I know and my faith is not shaken? When will I get to the point when my pit doesn't keep me from His word?
I guess you can tell I'm in a valley right now and at the same moment my baby girl is in Michigan focusing on God and drawing closer to Him!!!
The enemy is a sly, vile, creature!!!!