My mother’s last living sibling lives across the street from us. She is on hospice care as she has cancer throughout her body, parkinsons, and now fluid around her heart. There are times when I get to sit and care for her until her son arrives to care for her.
She has stated she doesn’t have much longer to live...she’s actually made it much longer than the doctor’s ever thought she would.
Following is an account of the latest visit I had with her. I’m posting it to have a record of it for when she goes HOME.
Sitting with Mama Dear has been the highlight of the beginning of my fast. She was a delight and joy. I could see that she was getting tired, but each time I left her to rest, she’d call me back in her room. She was definitely restless. She finally asked me to sit with her and hold her hand. At first I was a bit put off. I had the grand idea that sitting in front of the fireplace would be an awesome place to sit while I had my prayer/quiet time. However that attitude only lasted a moment because my next immediate thought was what if this is the last thing she gets to ask of me (her being in her right mind are rare moments)?
I asked her if she would mind me getting my Bible and her face lit up. As I sat down, I asked her if there was anything she would like to hear. She said the 37th Psalms. I read it and she smiled. I read a few others and she relaxed and closed her eyes. She was not yet asleep though and after about 15 min., she opened her eyes again with a look of peace and serenity. She asked me to read the 25th Psalm and I did, as well as the 23rd, 24th, 26th, and 33rd. Then she was ready to sleep. It was nice to look up occasionally and see her listening intently with a smile on her face.
Mama Dear has always been extra special to me. One of my most favored aunts. We used to write to each other when I was in high school and every letter she sent me she always gave me godly wisdom. My regret is that I can’t find any of those letters. At any rate, the memories I have of her and the time God has allowed her to be a part of my life are priceless!!!!