I know that I know, that I know, that God provided for ALL of our needs in 2010. I know that I know, that I know He IS my provider today. I'm just not understanding why our needs are not being met now. I'm physically, emotionally and spiritually drained right now...exhausted is more like it. I'm waiting as patiently as I know how and I'm trusting as well as I can, but my nerves seriously get in the way when bill collectors are calling left and right and they want their money and they want it now. You hold them off as long as you can and yet the day comes and you still don't have the funds and they start hounding you again and this time with serious threats. And I'm thinking, Lord, I just went through this a month ago, please not again.
What is different this time? What am I not doing that You want me to do? How have I missed You? Why can't I hear You? Where are You in this situation?
I know, it sounds like I'm whining, and maybe I am, but I'm seriously asking these questions and I'm seriously waiting for some answers.
These are the times I struggle with my anger towards a certain person. And then I start crying for all the single mommas. This is the time I have to remind myself that God has not forgotten us, even if it feels like it.
I really am going to blog about something else, I promise.
If you think of us single mommas, will you post a few scriptures of promises we can cling to in our trying times??? It would be greatly appreciated!!!! You know for times like now when I or we are too exhausted to even know what to read and all we can do at times is just groan inaudible words of prayer.