Yesterday I awoke to have my quiet time with the Lord, only to have my mind wandering about a thousand different things. For the life in me I could not concentrate on the Word of the Lord and I was getting frustrated. For whatever reason, I didn't think to pray and ask God to clear my mind and help me to focus on Him. So I gave up for the day and said my prayers.
This morning I awoke and it seemed that my mind was clear and I began my reading. Yet again, half way through it my mind began to wander and I could not focus on my time with the Lord or His Word. Only this time I refused to give up and began to pray that God would step in and I rebuked the enemy from causing distraction. I began reading again and as I read I thought the Lord is just NOT speaking to me through His Word today. I'll just enjoy it as a time of reading His Word and gaining an understanding of what things were like for Moses and the Israelites in the wilderness.
Then I got to Numbers 11. YES....READ IT FOR YOURSELF.
The Israelites are complaining about not having meat to eat. They don't have to DO anything for the manna they are receiving, but they are complaining because they have lost their appetite for the things they once enjoyed while in Egypt. In other words, they enjoyed so many various things that they now have no access to and they can't remember what those other things tasted like and they are having a major craving issue.
For me as I read it, I thought this is me. I remember living in a fairly nice home. It was roomy and everything wasn't stacked in corners. We had space to move around and as I'm looking at my present home in just the last few days, I thought to myself and aloud, Lord will we ever have a decent home again? Will things always be this bad? I didn't dwell on it, but I did bring it up and I did think on it several times over the last 3 days for sure and then I brushed it off with the remark of...I've got to get a job and do something or yes, we will be in this predicament till Jesus returns.
OK, back to my reading. The Israelites have complained to Moses and then in verse 21-22 Moses says to the Lord basically...these 600,000 people keep asking me for meat for a month. Should I kill flocks and herds to feed them? Will the animals we have be sufficient to feed ALL of them or will the sea empty its vast number of fish to us for them to eat? In other words, he was feeling totally inadequate for the task and saw no human way he could provide for ALL those people and they were getting on his nerves asking him for meat!!!
But as I continued reading, something JUMPED out and off the page at me and I began to weep. The LORD said to Moses and me IS THE LORD'S POWER LIMITED?
Have you done like me and limited the Lord's power? Have you, like I, said the Lord is all powerful and yet when faced with some issue you begin to think of a hundred different ways YOU can solve it instead of resting in His power? Have you consulted Him last AFTER you have exhausted all of your human logic for answers?
He is ALL powerful! There is NOTHING too hard for God! And His power is LIMITLESS!!
May you and I camp out right there and rest in the fact that God is not limited to human thinking or logic and HE WILL take care of us!!!!! May God richly bless you today as you seek His face and His will for you this day!