We have finally packed the last item from the house. The animals leave tomorrow and will stay with a friend until we can get things set up where we are and have them join us. I'm going to miss them a bunch. I'm at my sisters washing ALL the laundry that accumulated and I want it all clean and then I'll pack it in totes.
I had my last class for the Summer 1 session on Tuesday and I made an A. I start Summer 2 session on July 10. 11 more months of school and I'll be on my way. I'm excited and ready for a fresh start.
We spent the 4th with friends (the one we'll be staying with). She lives out by the lake. I envision lots of mornings out on the dock with my Bible and journal and spending time with God. Spiritual rejuvenation!!! I'm ready.
We will start going back to church on Sunday as well. Working on Sundays is not for me and I did it for a season, but that season is over. I'm ready to be fed again and to be a part of our church family.
Hopefully after things have settled down a bit more, I'll be able to blog more. I've got much to share about my vegan journey, garden, and life.
Tasha
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7/05/2012
4/10/2012
Fast
It’s
been a while since I’ve blogged. I can’t say if I’ve really missed it
or not. I’ve been enjoying spending more time with God and trying to
get used to the new changes within my household.
The next several posts for the next few days will be a compilation of the things that have happened over the last few weeks.
Now,
where to begin? Each year our church holds a Solemn Assembly. This is
the church taking the first week of the new year and dedicating it to
the Lord through fasting and praying as a church body as well as
families and individuals.
The
week before that, I knew we were getting ready to go into this
consecrated time and I had begun to pray and ask God how He wanted me to
approach this time of fasting and praying. I knew in my heart that I
wanted to hear from the Lord and I wanted this time to be different.
Immediately God impressed upon my heart to do a full fast and to fast
from the internet as well. And I knew this was a fast that God had
chosen. Isaiah 58:5-12
When
we arrived at church that Sunday, the Pastor gave different
instructions; to fast from ONE meal of our choosing and from ONE other
thing that consumes a lot of our time. Sounded like what I was going to
do anyway, except the meal part. I sat there and prayed, “Lord they
are only fasting from one meal...I could just follow them.” He
instructed me to obey the fast He had chosen and I knew in my heart that
was what I needed and had to do. I knew with expectancy that God was
going to speak to me through this fast.
This
was NOT a fast where He spoke to me, but a fast in which HE broke the
chains of depression and suicide from me. I can only recall 2 other
fasts in the last 5 years in which the Lord spoke to me or broke some
bondage from my life. 2011 was a great year of testing and tempting
from the enemy for me. Many times there was a weight and spirit of
depression/suicide upon me. Not many know the depths within which I
fought to keep from taking my life. There were times I could only lay
in my bed and cry out the name of Jesus. I couldn’t read, couldn’t
sing, couldn’t pray....I could only call out the name Jesus and beg for
Him to save me. I knew in my limited frame of understanding that if I
were to come through that time, it would only be because of Jesus and
nothing that I had done in my own works. And sure enough, He did bring
me through but in the first week of 2012, He broke the bondage from me.
I
knew the moment it broke from my life. I awoke on that Tuesday with a
smile on my face and knew a lightness in my heart that I had not felt in
over a year. I knew the season of the deep valley of the shadow of
death was over and the joy of the Lord was upon me.
I
actually went through the rest of the fast without a desire for food.
My sister and I talked about various recipes and she continually
apologized for “tempting” me, but not once was I even yearning for
food. The only difference this time is that my children are much older
than the first time I ever fasted, so I never had to cook meals. They
took care of the meals themselves.
The
following Sunday, I was able to give an amazing testimony to several
people about the goodness of the Lord and what He had accomplished
during the fast He had chosen. He also gave me a new heart and desire
for my marriage. I prayed at the end of the fast that God would
continue to call me to a fast of His choosing throughout this year.
Isaiah 55:6 Seek the Lord while He may be found; Call upon Him while He is near.
Isaiah
55:8-11 For my thoughts are not your thoughts, Nor are your ways My
ways, “declares the Lord. “For as the heavens are higher than the earth,
So are My ways higher than your ways And My thoughts than your
thoughts. “For as the rain and the snow come down from heaven, and do
not return there without watering the earth and making it bear and
sprout, and furnishing seed to the sower and bread to the eater; So will
My word be which goes forth from My mouth; It will not return to Me
empty without accomplishing what I desire and without succeeding in the
matter for which I sent it.
11/16/2011
Pimping God...
In an earlier post, I told you about a conversation I had with the kids about relationship with Christ and how many of us are pimping God. I don't mean that in a crude way. I don't mean to offend, but it WAS the very analogy that God gave me at the time, so I'm going to keep it real. I won't sugar coat it, but I will share the truth of it.
If we are honest, many of us at some point in our walk with God have done just that, we've pimped Him, or treated Him as our personal santa clause or sugar daddy. We go to church on Sunday and put in our 2-2 1/2 hours and we come out with this super hero emblem puffed up on our chest. We did something for God and NOW we're about to get "paid". We may read a few scriptures hear and there or say a prayer...grace before a meal, and we then have this attitude that we have done right by God. And the remainder of the time we are out doing our own thing. Living our lives the way we want and enjoying every minute of it. Saint on Sunday, Heathen the rest of the time. Two standards...
and the sad thing is we think He is pleased and SHOULD be satisfied with that!!!! Then....
we get ticked off when nothing we want or asked for comes to fruition!
OUCH or AMEN...
We now feel God is obligated to BLESS us because we have done our duty. We have our hands out; gimme is our middle names (and some of our first and last names too)!
We don't understand why God isn't blessing us. We can't fathom why God has stopped the flow. If you've ever said or thought...my prayers aren't answered, He doesn't hear me, or this Christian stuff doesn't work.....you've been pimping God!
May I dare say that God is not after being your hook up, your sugar daddy, or your santa claus. God wants a relationship with you. He wants to be your best friend and He wants to hang out with you. Imagine for a moment if you will, You have a friend that never calls you to just say hi or talk. They never come by to visit you and when you visit them, they don't have time or ignore you all together. However, if they called and the person that answered the phone said "so and so" is on the phone, your immediate thought would be what do they WANT!
That would be because you have NO RELATIONSHIP!!!
Ever heard someone say...oh they just call when they need something?
You usually nip these types of "friendships" in the bud and cease to entertain all calls from these type of people.
WHY????? Because you want relationship!!!!
Well, if we as mere humans want something as simple as relationship, what do you think our Great Father in heaven wants?
In Genesis 3:8, They heard the sound of the Lord God walking in the garden in the cool of the day..... I'd like to suggest to you that this is because He was accustomed to walking with Adam and Eve and conversing with them as friends do! They had relationship. They could talk with and to God, they could walk WITH Him.
There is no way possible to have friendship with the world and God. We will hate one and love the other!!!
The issue is, what we will not accept as humans from other people, we give to God and expect Him to accept it AND be happy with it!!! I'd like to challenge you today to examine your relationship with Him. Search your heart and ask God to search it as well. Ask Him to show you if you have been putting up a front or if you truly have relationship. Ask Him to reveal your heart to you and then Ask Him to give you a new heart and teach you how to have relationship with Him.
I've been crying out for a relationship with God like others relationship with Him and TODAY, I realize that every relationship is unique and different in the sense of how He relates to each of us and yet it's not. He speaks to us through His Word, through music, through nature, or we just may hear His still small voice whispering to us and guiding/directing us.
Read John 15. I have the New American Standard Bible, I read it there and then looked online and read it in the New Living Translation. I like to sum up that chapter as the relationship chapter.
God wants to freely bless us, but He does not and will not do so at the expense of relationship with Him. That is first and foremost....Matthew 6:33 Seek first the Kingdom of Heaven and ALL these things will be added to you!!! Seek first relationship with God, Seek first His righteousness, Seek first His glory, Seek first His face, Seek first His heart........and all the blessings He has for you in heaven will be manifested here on earth. IMAGINE if you will that when we get to heaven, God pulls back a curtain and reveals these were "YOUR" blessings. I had them for you and because you were an heir to the throne, you were entitled to them, but because you didn't seek Me, a relationship, you missed out on these things! And THESE THINGS don't necessarily have to be material possessions. It can simply be PEACE!!!!!!
Have a blessed day in the Lord
If we are honest, many of us at some point in our walk with God have done just that, we've pimped Him, or treated Him as our personal santa clause or sugar daddy. We go to church on Sunday and put in our 2-2 1/2 hours and we come out with this super hero emblem puffed up on our chest. We did something for God and NOW we're about to get "paid". We may read a few scriptures hear and there or say a prayer...grace before a meal, and we then have this attitude that we have done right by God. And the remainder of the time we are out doing our own thing. Living our lives the way we want and enjoying every minute of it. Saint on Sunday, Heathen the rest of the time. Two standards...
and the sad thing is we think He is pleased and SHOULD be satisfied with that!!!! Then....
we get ticked off when nothing we want or asked for comes to fruition!
OUCH or AMEN...
We now feel God is obligated to BLESS us because we have done our duty. We have our hands out; gimme is our middle names (and some of our first and last names too)!
We don't understand why God isn't blessing us. We can't fathom why God has stopped the flow. If you've ever said or thought...my prayers aren't answered, He doesn't hear me, or this Christian stuff doesn't work.....you've been pimping God!
May I dare say that God is not after being your hook up, your sugar daddy, or your santa claus. God wants a relationship with you. He wants to be your best friend and He wants to hang out with you. Imagine for a moment if you will, You have a friend that never calls you to just say hi or talk. They never come by to visit you and when you visit them, they don't have time or ignore you all together. However, if they called and the person that answered the phone said "so and so" is on the phone, your immediate thought would be what do they WANT!
That would be because you have NO RELATIONSHIP!!!
Ever heard someone say...oh they just call when they need something?
You usually nip these types of "friendships" in the bud and cease to entertain all calls from these type of people.
WHY????? Because you want relationship!!!!
Well, if we as mere humans want something as simple as relationship, what do you think our Great Father in heaven wants?
In Genesis 3:8, They heard the sound of the Lord God walking in the garden in the cool of the day..... I'd like to suggest to you that this is because He was accustomed to walking with Adam and Eve and conversing with them as friends do! They had relationship. They could talk with and to God, they could walk WITH Him.
There is no way possible to have friendship with the world and God. We will hate one and love the other!!!
The issue is, what we will not accept as humans from other people, we give to God and expect Him to accept it AND be happy with it!!! I'd like to challenge you today to examine your relationship with Him. Search your heart and ask God to search it as well. Ask Him to show you if you have been putting up a front or if you truly have relationship. Ask Him to reveal your heart to you and then Ask Him to give you a new heart and teach you how to have relationship with Him.
I've been crying out for a relationship with God like others relationship with Him and TODAY, I realize that every relationship is unique and different in the sense of how He relates to each of us and yet it's not. He speaks to us through His Word, through music, through nature, or we just may hear His still small voice whispering to us and guiding/directing us.
Read John 15. I have the New American Standard Bible, I read it there and then looked online and read it in the New Living Translation. I like to sum up that chapter as the relationship chapter.
God wants to freely bless us, but He does not and will not do so at the expense of relationship with Him. That is first and foremost....Matthew 6:33 Seek first the Kingdom of Heaven and ALL these things will be added to you!!! Seek first relationship with God, Seek first His righteousness, Seek first His glory, Seek first His face, Seek first His heart........and all the blessings He has for you in heaven will be manifested here on earth. IMAGINE if you will that when we get to heaven, God pulls back a curtain and reveals these were "YOUR" blessings. I had them for you and because you were an heir to the throne, you were entitled to them, but because you didn't seek Me, a relationship, you missed out on these things! And THESE THINGS don't necessarily have to be material possessions. It can simply be PEACE!!!!!!
Have a blessed day in the Lord
11/04/2010
Wednesday Night Bible Study
I wanted to post this last night when we got home from church, but the late hour and the fact that I was going to be getting up at 4:30 to take Ari to work (only 5 hours of sleep), was a factor I chose not to contend with! ;-)
1 Samuel 15:22-23 And Samuel said, Has the Lord a great delight in burned offerings and sacrifices, as in obeying the voice of the Lord? Behold, to obey is better than sacrifice, and to hearken than the fat of rams.
For rebellion is as the sin of witchcraft, and stubbornness (insubordination) is as iniquity and idolatry. Because you have rejected the word of the Lord, He has also rejected you from being king.
How many times have I quoted this scripture to my children when they were little? So many times I can't count it on my fingers anymore. After last night though, I wondered if I had the explanation of this scripture for myself and for them would things had been different in my youth and would it had saved my children some heartache as well?!
Rebellion- is the refusal to obey or obey completely and it is equal to the sin of witchcraft (playing around with cults and demons). It opens you up to the demonic realm.
WWWWWWHHHHHHHAAAAAAATTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!
Yes, that's exactly what I was saying while I wrote that down last night. I'm a scary person by nature. The demonic and cult realm scare me. To me it's like drugs/alcohol and they scare me. With drugs/alcohol you aren't in full control of yourself. To me, that's what the demonic and cult realm are like. Then it scares me because if I'm foolin' around with that, then that means I'm not on my Daddy's side...He's not living within me. And truth be told, I want Him all up in my mix!!!!
But then I just sat there in shock, horror, shame, regret, etc. When we disobey God, we invite the demonic into our thoughts, lives, and relationships.
To think that insubordination means to refuse to come under legitimate authority is as idolatry and idolatry is ANYTHING you are using to replace God. Well, by this point, my spirit within me was really heavy and I began to repent and ask God to show me specifically where I had allowed the door of my life open to the enemy and his minions.
The example given was as follows: A man walked up to the pastor and told him he wanted a divorce from his wife. He realized that now he had married a demon and he wanted out. The pastor said he knew this man well and the situation and had counseled him previously. He turned to the man and said, you refuse to come in line with your Spiritual Authority, you've opened the door of your home, marriage, and family to the evil one and now you want out? I say to you today, repent, get in line with your Spiritual Authority, and see if your home life does not begin to change.
When the husband refuses to come under the authority of God, he invites demons into his home and family. The he doesn't want to live with what he's invited in. Children may reflect the demons that the father has allowed in by being out of order. Wives may also reflect those demons. You don't just walk away from that, you get your house in order.
Sadly this made me think about my own home and made me wonder. I won't go into detail, but I will say I can pinpoint the exact time period and what was going on when things began to get out of order and it had to do with my husband.
Speaking of which, I'm asking for sincere prayer for this man. I have had no contact with him and don't know where he is. However, one of his sisters contacted me and though they don't talk and she claims to not know where he is either, she did share some concerns with me. He is deeply, deeply involved in a cultic religion. This sister once lived in great sin and recently (about a yr. ago) gave her life to Christ and began to make a turn around. He basically told her to go and continue in sin because her life was so much better then. When she refused, he got extremely upset with her. She did say that he fears dying alone as his father did. When I say his father's life and his life are a mirror image at this point in time, I'm being very honest. That grieves my heart. I know God's desire is that none of us perish and yet we all have free will. But when I think back...this man knows Truth. He received/accepted Christ and was baptized. So to hear about a change in him such as this, is very disheartening.
Satan deceives so that he can get us to disobey, thereby, unlocking the doors of our lives to him. I'm afraid that this is what has taken place in his life and I saw when it began to happen. I'm saddened that I was not more spiritually mature to discern then what was taking place.
So the question that was put before us and I now put before you is: What have you partially obeyed or completely disobeyed that has allowed the enemy entry into your life or the lives of your family? Repent and ask God to rid your life of the demonic influence.
1 Samuel 15:22-23 And Samuel said, Has the Lord a great delight in burned offerings and sacrifices, as in obeying the voice of the Lord? Behold, to obey is better than sacrifice, and to hearken than the fat of rams.
For rebellion is as the sin of witchcraft, and stubbornness (insubordination) is as iniquity and idolatry. Because you have rejected the word of the Lord, He has also rejected you from being king.
How many times have I quoted this scripture to my children when they were little? So many times I can't count it on my fingers anymore. After last night though, I wondered if I had the explanation of this scripture for myself and for them would things had been different in my youth and would it had saved my children some heartache as well?!
Rebellion- is the refusal to obey or obey completely and it is equal to the sin of witchcraft (playing around with cults and demons). It opens you up to the demonic realm.
WWWWWWHHHHHHHAAAAAAATTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!
Yes, that's exactly what I was saying while I wrote that down last night. I'm a scary person by nature. The demonic and cult realm scare me. To me it's like drugs/alcohol and they scare me. With drugs/alcohol you aren't in full control of yourself. To me, that's what the demonic and cult realm are like. Then it scares me because if I'm foolin' around with that, then that means I'm not on my Daddy's side...He's not living within me. And truth be told, I want Him all up in my mix!!!!
But then I just sat there in shock, horror, shame, regret, etc. When we disobey God, we invite the demonic into our thoughts, lives, and relationships.
To think that insubordination means to refuse to come under legitimate authority is as idolatry and idolatry is ANYTHING you are using to replace God. Well, by this point, my spirit within me was really heavy and I began to repent and ask God to show me specifically where I had allowed the door of my life open to the enemy and his minions.
The example given was as follows: A man walked up to the pastor and told him he wanted a divorce from his wife. He realized that now he had married a demon and he wanted out. The pastor said he knew this man well and the situation and had counseled him previously. He turned to the man and said, you refuse to come in line with your Spiritual Authority, you've opened the door of your home, marriage, and family to the evil one and now you want out? I say to you today, repent, get in line with your Spiritual Authority, and see if your home life does not begin to change.
When the husband refuses to come under the authority of God, he invites demons into his home and family. The he doesn't want to live with what he's invited in. Children may reflect the demons that the father has allowed in by being out of order. Wives may also reflect those demons. You don't just walk away from that, you get your house in order.
Sadly this made me think about my own home and made me wonder. I won't go into detail, but I will say I can pinpoint the exact time period and what was going on when things began to get out of order and it had to do with my husband.
Speaking of which, I'm asking for sincere prayer for this man. I have had no contact with him and don't know where he is. However, one of his sisters contacted me and though they don't talk and she claims to not know where he is either, she did share some concerns with me. He is deeply, deeply involved in a cultic religion. This sister once lived in great sin and recently (about a yr. ago) gave her life to Christ and began to make a turn around. He basically told her to go and continue in sin because her life was so much better then. When she refused, he got extremely upset with her. She did say that he fears dying alone as his father did. When I say his father's life and his life are a mirror image at this point in time, I'm being very honest. That grieves my heart. I know God's desire is that none of us perish and yet we all have free will. But when I think back...this man knows Truth. He received/accepted Christ and was baptized. So to hear about a change in him such as this, is very disheartening.
Satan deceives so that he can get us to disobey, thereby, unlocking the doors of our lives to him. I'm afraid that this is what has taken place in his life and I saw when it began to happen. I'm saddened that I was not more spiritually mature to discern then what was taking place.
So the question that was put before us and I now put before you is: What have you partially obeyed or completely disobeyed that has allowed the enemy entry into your life or the lives of your family? Repent and ask God to rid your life of the demonic influence.
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6/14/2010
Notes from Sunday Service: 6/6/10 The Breastplate of Righteousness
THIS IS LONG BUT GOOD!!!
Wear the truth belt. Truth is an absolute standard by which reality is measured. Truth is absolute it never changes whether you like it or not, want it or not. The enemy is able to get in because we have truth fluctuation. Once he can detour you from truth he can detour you from what God has for you in life. Truth is God based knowledge.
In order to win in the spiritual arena of life you’ve got to start in the physical arena of life. You’ve got to see things from Gods perspective on the matter.
Breastplate of Righteousness. Righteousness is that standard that God uses to measure what is acceptable to him. The opposite of rightness is wrongness. The truth tells me what right is. My applying the truth is righteousness.
God’s righteous standard is not negotiable nor adjustable. In basketball the hoop is 10 ft high. You can lower that, but then you’ve not met the standard.
Many people don’t like God’s standard so they lower HIS standard and think that because they were able to do something at the lower standard then they’ve accomplished something. The reality is all have fallen short of the standard (Rom. 3:23) that God has set.
What does righteousness have to do with a spiritual battle? Simply unrighteousness attracts demons. Unrighteousness is attracting the demonic realm to you. Example: You leave garbage out in the house too long and roaches feel invited. You didn’t say roaches come, you just kept garbage available. When garbage was available then the roaches, ants, maggots called others and said we’ve been invited.
You’re not only fighting the garbage (sin) but now you’re fighting the demons that were attracted to it. They will go where ever the garbage is.
So in Eph. 6:14 he says put on the breastplate of righteousness as part of the armor of God because the demons and demonic realm have a legal right to you when unrighteousness is operating in your life. A problem over time becomes an addiction because the garbage attracted the demons, the demons exacerbated and infected the garbage so that now the garbage has become worse than when you started with. Now you are dealing with spiritual warfare.
It gets worse: because God doesn’t just judge the action of unrighteousness, he also judges the motivation. (See Matthew 5: 27-28)
Even if you outwardly look ok, God is looking at your heart. If your outward action was good and decent, but your motivation or heart condition was wrong, you are judged according to your heart condition.
Then we try to work this thing out ourselves. We end up doing behavior modification and righteousness management. We know we aren’t supposed to do certaing things even though we really want to. Sometimes we don’t do things out of fear of the consequences yet in our heart we really want to do it. So we go into managing our righteousness...it’s called religion. If we do all that seems to be right then we are living righteously. The only problem is God is looking at our hearts. We are settling for paper armor (positive thinking, new years resolutions, trying harder, etc.). This armor doesn’t work. The requirement for keeping away the wicked one though is that I must have on the breastplate of righteousness. So how do I get this armor and it not be fake?
Most of us are seeking righteousness in the wrong direction. We are trying to change our outside and hope that our inside gets better. This is called backward Christian soldier. The breastplate of righteousness is a chest protector. It protects the heart. Your heart pumps life throughout your body. God wants us to put on the breastplate and protect our hearts so that it can pump real life throughout our bodies.
Alot of stuff we are doing it, we are only doing it because we were told as Christians this is what we are supposed to be doing, but we actually hate doing it. To be able to do what we are supposed to do and we are actually loving doing it, this is a sign of true Christianity.
You have three parts to you...Body, Soul, Spirit. Your body only does what your soul tells it to do. Your soul is your personality. It’s made up of your mind, will, emotions, and consciouns. When you die, your body does nothing, your soul is what goes to heaven if you are a Christian because that is the real you.
The problem is that your soul has been distorted by sin. You can’t trust you. Your soul has been distorted by how you were raised, television, friends, society, radio, things you’ve read, etc. All of it wasn’t wrong, but enough of it was to mess you up. So we have messed up bodies doing messed up things because we have messed up souls telling it to. Your body will only do what your soul tells it.
So we have to understand that our soul is not saved. When you get saved, God immediately saves your spirit. 2 Cor. 5:17 says if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new. However, we still think the same thoughts and do the same things.....that’s because this scripture is talking about your spirit. It immediately becomes saved and new. The spirit within you is now perfect. It is placed within your soul which is in your body. The person you are supposed to be is in your spirit. The person you were born is your soul. The house they both live in is your body. Your goal is to change your body, but NOT by changing your body. Your goal is to change your body by changing your soul. You can only change your soul by listening to the spirit within you. Your spirit will only speak to your soul as your soul agrees with your spirit. Your spirit is getting information and life changing instructions through the Holy Spirit and the Word of God.
Religion will make you tired.... You’ll want to give up or just go through the motions.
Transformation takes place when your soul listens to the spirit that has listened to God.
Many of us are just managing our lives instead of getting to the spiritual infection that’s causing the problem. Heart transformation!!!
Eph. 4:20-24 tells you how to have this heart transformation. Your spirit is perfect and it dwells within your soul. The spirit feeds the soul and the soul feeds the body. Your soul is being transformed, your body will be transformed when you get to heaven. God will not allow the unrighteousness of your soul to invade your spirit. You’ve got to keep righteousness tethered to the truth...the truth is the Word of God. The Word of God tells you the truth about yourself. It describes those things in your life according to the Word of God. We want God to say we are ok when we aren’t. We want God to make us feel good. 2 Tim. 4:3-4. We are to dwell within the Word as a woman does in front of a mirror. Men just glance, but a woman gaze in the mirror at themselves.
When your soul begins to agree with what God has to say about things, your spirit will see this and will grab hold of that truth. Your spirit will then begin to release life throughout your body and your body will begin to act upon that.

6/10/2010
Still Thirsty? Ahhhhhhhhhhhh
My Oh My!!! Last night was the final night of VBS 2010! It was still totally amazing and then some. There were times when there were no words to describe what I witnessed. It was refreshing to be away from the adults and see the fire of the youth for the Lord! I think as we get older we get stiff necked and our vision becomes tunneled and we begin to stifle the fire in our youth.
Ah, but I saw young people dancing for the Lord, shouting for the Lord, praising Him and worshiping Him. It was so electrifying it made me think of the story in the Bible of David dancing when the Ark was returned to it's rightful place. (Read 2 Sam. 6 special attention to verses 1, 14-15, 21-22)
Now these young folks jumped, they shouted, and yes they even did some up to date dances. Nothing was vulgar or shameful...it's just not how we do it at OCBF. However, I looked and the first thought was you know there would be some adults shaking their head in disgust and admonishing them for what they were doing. (sounds like David's wife)
Seriously though, it was all clean, in order, and it truly was a beautiful sight.
And then....it happened!!! Can't say exactly when, the moment just happened. There was a shifting in the atmosphere. The presence of the Lord was there. One by one these young people began to cry out unto the Lord with humble hearts and outstretched hands.
My prayer, as was many other parents prayers, that the revival would begin in the hearts of our youth. That it would flow from them to the families, the schools, the communities, the cities, and yes even flood the state of Texas!!!
I applaud and praise our youth ministry for all they do for our children. The time they invest into their lives and to see that they really do love these children...it is amazing. This is the village which I don't mind helping me to guide my children in the right direction.
So last night the former youth pastor came to speak. He spoke from Matthew 5:6, John 7:37-38, 1 Corinthians 1:30, and Zechariah 14:8. Remember the theme was Obey Your Thirst! Monday, the question was What are you thirsty for? I told you we are to seek after right things. Things that are godly, holy, and good...righteous. Last night Pastor Von told them that the righteousness they are to be seeking is JESUS!!!
Our bodies are made up of 70% water. It is the most necessary thing to sustain life. Our bodies can go for days without food, but not without water. Many times we are so thirsty and yet we try to quench that thirst with overly sweetened kool-aid, soda, tea, etc. and yet our bodies still crave water. We overeat a lot of times mistaking that pain for hunger, when in reality our bodies are crying out for water. We try to give our bodies substitutes, but to no avail. The moment we drink water, our bodies are satisfied and the thirst is quenched. It's one of those after you take that loooong drink of water you say Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! because that's what your body wanted all along.
Well, our spirits are no different. Our spirits are filled with the Holy Spirit when we accept Christ. He longs for Jesus. We try to quench our spirits with things, people, relationships, activities, and such, but our spirit man within is never satisfied. We keep trying to give him something he was not equipped to want or need in order to survive. He is begging for the Lord to infiltrate our lives, hearts, and minds, but we keep picking up iphones, ipads, tv shows, movies, ungodly music, and relationships that mean us no good. Yet the moment we open our hearts to Jesus and cry out for Him, our spirits are no longer dry. When we are craving more of God's Word and Striving for His Ways, our spirit man becomes quenched and you can almost here Him say Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
You want peace, joy, love, happiness, satisfaction? Obey Your Thirst!
Now that above was what the Lord spoke to me this morning as I was driving to work. Pastor Von used the analogy of being hungry and stopping at the store for a snickers. He said he got home and his wife had prepared a home cooked meal for him. It was hot and laid out, ready for him to partake of it. However, when she asked him if he was hungry, he said no. The 2 snickers he had gotten and eaten had eased his hunger pains, but he knew he would be hungry again because in reality he had not addressed the hunger, just the pains!!!
Satan knows that we are hungry. He knows that our spirit man cannot be satisfied with anything else but Jesus, but he throws in all these candy bars to "ease the hunger pains" (money, sex, power, material things, popularity, acceptance, relationships, etc.) and yet he knows they will never address the real hunger.
We've got to get so far beyond satisfying the condition and feed our spirit man what it's really seeking.
So I ask you....Still Thirsty? Let me introduce you to a Man that knows all about you and still loves you and wants you. He knows your heart and thoughts. He knows what you've been through and what you'll go through in all your tomorrows. He knew you before you were born and had your story written out before time began. He's been calling you by name since the beginning of time. He died so you wouldn't have to. He conquered the grave and hell so you could be free. He did this for you before you even knew Him. There is no one or no thing on earth that will die for you or your freedom.
His name is Jesus!!! He's the Father & the Son, the Holy Spirit within you...yeah, that's Him too!!! Everything you can ever want, everything you will every need....that's Him, He's got it!
He'll never leave you! He not only wants to call you friend....He actually calls you child & heir!
This Jesus, died for you, so that when it's all said and done, you can spend eternity with Him! Who on earth can love you this much? No man can do for you what this ONE Man has already done!
I dare you to hear Him calling you and run to Him!!!!
6/08/2010
Oak Cliff Bible Fellowship Church - Family VBS
You know before attending OCBF, I had never heard of such a thing as Family VBS. I've been to many VBS's, but never one for the entire family.
We kick ours off with the church anniversary celebration. June 6, 1976 was the beginning for our church. The celebration starts on the Saturday before with a picnic and carnival rides. Loads of fun, food and fellowship. There is laughter in the air and the worship is the best. Then that Sunday we get into the ceremonial part of it, looking back at the church history, giving honor to the pastor/wife and his staff. It really is something special to partake in. That night we dive into Family VBS.
The young children have a theme, the youth have a theme, the adults as well.
All I can tell you is I wish, I wish, I wish you could be here!!!!! ;-)
We kick ours off with the church anniversary celebration. June 6, 1976 was the beginning for our church. The celebration starts on the Saturday before with a picnic and carnival rides. Loads of fun, food and fellowship. There is laughter in the air and the worship is the best. Then that Sunday we get into the ceremonial part of it, looking back at the church history, giving honor to the pastor/wife and his staff. It really is something special to partake in. That night we dive into Family VBS.
The young children have a theme, the youth have a theme, the adults as well.
All I can tell you is I wish, I wish, I wish you could be here!!!!! ;-)
3/14/2010
Lord's Day
I don't usually post on a Sunday because that is usually God's time and family time.
It's still God's time, I'm just sitting here singing praises and working on organizing my sewing area. The children, however, have abandoned me to go outside in the warm sun to visit some friends and get some fresh air. I don't mind the peace and quiet right now, I've got time to pray and focus on some thoughts and so forth, so I'm really not complaining.
Church was awesome!!!! Pastor Tony Evans is taking this entire year speaking on knowing God. He did announce this morning that this will probably go on longer than a year and none of us objected one bit. Part of the series will include the various names of God.

Today he spoke on our fruit as Christians. That if we are hanging out with Christ, our fruit in our lives will reflect that as well. Yet if we are finding our time is spent mostly with other people not following Christ or hobbies or other time sappers, then our fruit will reflect a weak walk with Christ.
Colossians 1:9-12.....John 15:1-5 He gave an analogy of the vineyards in Napa Valley. He said the grape vines are tied together and hoisted on these poles throughout the vineyard so that the grapes don't cause the vines to be on the ground. This enables them (grapes/vines) to get the full use of the sun and the fruit is full and luscious. If they are allowed to drag to the ground then they are down in the dirt, unable to utilize what the sun is offering, this would kill the fruit and halt the production of more fruit. He then mentioned that on grape vines are these things called sucker shoots. They have no real purpose, they don't produce anything, they just begin to syphon off the nutrients that is needed for the grapes. He related these sucker shoots to some people in our lives, hobbies, television, etc. that take from our time with God.
I love how he can use every day things and intertwine them with Biblical things for a clearer understanding. And as usually when he said stand and lets pray, I was NOT ready to go!!! I could sit and listen to him teach for hours on end...he's just that good.
We were going to have this big Sunday dinner, but the kids all asked for chili/cheese tater tots. So we'll prepare the big meal and have it tomorrow, but tonight we are going to just chill with chili/cheese tater tots.
Ok, I'm off to continue organizing. Have a blessed Sunday and spend some time abiding in the Vine and allow your fruit to reflect that of Christ!!!!
It's still God's time, I'm just sitting here singing praises and working on organizing my sewing area. The children, however, have abandoned me to go outside in the warm sun to visit some friends and get some fresh air. I don't mind the peace and quiet right now, I've got time to pray and focus on some thoughts and so forth, so I'm really not complaining.
Church was awesome!!!! Pastor Tony Evans is taking this entire year speaking on knowing God. He did announce this morning that this will probably go on longer than a year and none of us objected one bit. Part of the series will include the various names of God.

Today he spoke on our fruit as Christians. That if we are hanging out with Christ, our fruit in our lives will reflect that as well. Yet if we are finding our time is spent mostly with other people not following Christ or hobbies or other time sappers, then our fruit will reflect a weak walk with Christ.
Colossians 1:9-12.....John 15:1-5 He gave an analogy of the vineyards in Napa Valley. He said the grape vines are tied together and hoisted on these poles throughout the vineyard so that the grapes don't cause the vines to be on the ground. This enables them (grapes/vines) to get the full use of the sun and the fruit is full and luscious. If they are allowed to drag to the ground then they are down in the dirt, unable to utilize what the sun is offering, this would kill the fruit and halt the production of more fruit. He then mentioned that on grape vines are these things called sucker shoots. They have no real purpose, they don't produce anything, they just begin to syphon off the nutrients that is needed for the grapes. He related these sucker shoots to some people in our lives, hobbies, television, etc. that take from our time with God.
I love how he can use every day things and intertwine them with Biblical things for a clearer understanding. And as usually when he said stand and lets pray, I was NOT ready to go!!! I could sit and listen to him teach for hours on end...he's just that good.
We were going to have this big Sunday dinner, but the kids all asked for chili/cheese tater tots. So we'll prepare the big meal and have it tomorrow, but tonight we are going to just chill with chili/cheese tater tots.
Ok, I'm off to continue organizing. Have a blessed Sunday and spend some time abiding in the Vine and allow your fruit to reflect that of Christ!!!!
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